You know Im still loving you.Ox

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-10-28T22:54:00

2005-10-29T02:57:04Z

for all u ppl who dont know wut is wrong in my life

umm i spent 6 hrs in the emergency room on tuesday

umm my feet are swollen my blood is not cirlating right threw my body
i might have diabetes
on top of everything i have ASTHMA

dude this sux im on cruthes and im not supposed to be on my feet but i am anyways
my arms are wicked weak like i cant even put up my hair
so it has been down for like 4 days
im constenly gettin headachs and it hurts to walk so yeah im all fucked up

i went to see THE FOG with tammy and i went to see saw 2 tonight with kelsey and sam wicked good movie

underworld 2 is coming out in january i think and im going to see that and all in the mix with usher is coming out wot and im going to see that with them 2

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-10-14T13:16:00

2005-10-14T17:17:24Z

well im in school in the computer lab ....
i better go lol

check this out

Continue:to/kotq

fuckin ass hole

2005-09-28T22:37:30Z

well im 17 yrs old now my b-day just passed and i got my licence......

i hope u die

2005-09-15T23:40:41Z

ass hole ........

but anyways im having a party on the 24th for my b-day so call or leave a comment and i will tell u if u can come

my B_DAY is on the 27th and

~my on road is on the 20th~

im excitted wish me luck

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-09-10T22:36:00

2005-09-11T02:44:36Z

heyy heyy havint upsated in a while .....

my b-day is in like 3 weeks .... i having a party at my house if u want to go leave me a comment and i will get back to u if i want u top go to it maybe......

umm im doing good skool suxs

im in accounting , and health and science and english then shop all day long but i dont like my health class and it really suxs cuz i need it to graduat this yr ....

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-08-31T15:01:00

2005-08-31T19:11:41Z

welll.......

im at shannons like normal... we were cleaning again but thats fun sorta sumtime .......

my pictures come in on saterday ..... lots and lots of pictures.

i should be gettin my liceanse soon im excited ....

thats all for now nuttin else to say juat tell me if u want a picture and i will save one for u

~*~ MUAH ~*~
~*~ KATT ~*~

leave a comment

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-08-27T22:43:00

2005-08-28T02:52:08Z

well ive been baby sitting jenna all day she is finally crawling ......

welll umm i wanna fight sum guy that is the biggest asshole int he world and im sick of him but other then that lifes been ok

my aunt is doing realy bad her back is all fucked up she can barley walk her back is distroyed and im freakin out becuz wut am i going to do to help her feel better i dont know help me plz,.....

leave sum comments ....

~*~ MUAH ~*~
~*~ KATT ~*~

</3 </3 </3 </3

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-08-24T09:55:00

2005-08-24T14:00:54Z

so i just got home from vacation and it was fun

we went shopping alot i got my name air brushed .... and alot of necklaces.....and a pair of shorts for my aunt .... i got a blue skirt ..(yes i said skirt)..... and a blue shirt .... a tank top that says myrtle beach .... and new outfit..... i did good but sum of the stuff i didnt buy......

we met up with pepes brother and his son .....his son david is so funny so we went out to eat at peir 14 one night and the next we went to dixies stampede (that was awasome) if u got to myrtle beach you have to go to dixies stampede you get a great meal and get to see a great show ..... i had funnnnn

i thought i was gunna get home sick but i didnt not at all ...

~*~ MUAH ~*~
~*~ KATT ~*~

the ride downa and and back up were long but i made it there and back

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-08-18T19:11:00

2005-08-18T23:14:09Z

im gunna be leaving to south carolina to mytle beach tonight im might get home sick lol i dont know .... ive been really busy im gettin my licence when i come back from the beach i cant wait

senior yr ...... i cant wait
i got my senior pictures done but u ppl need to tell me if u want one so leave me a comment to tell me is u want one so i can remeber to give u guys one becuz i need to know

peax

~*~ MUAH ~*~
~*~ KATT ~*~

killswitch engaged - the end of all heart aches

2005-08-10T23:12:07Z

7. The End Of Heartache

Seek me, call me
I'll be waiting

This distance, this dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you

Surrender, I give in
Another moment is another eternity

(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

You know me, you know me all too well
My only desire - to bridge our division

In sorrow I speak your name
And my voice mirrors my torment

(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

Am I breathing?
My strength fails me
Your picture, a bitter memory

For comfort, for solace
(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-08-10T19:01:00

2005-08-10T23:02:35Z

im not really updatin im kinda aggrivated right now and i dont know y ......

umm im going to mrytle beach in a lil while to get away from all the bull shit and i dont know

umm shannon if u see this u need to call me soon .....

live like it was ur last day to live.....

2005-08-06T20:39:09Z

heyy wuts up

umm im going to mrytle beach on the 18th of this month with shirley and marc

my on roads are on 9th 10h 11th 12th 13th 15th then i can get my drivers license finally claudia said she was gunna throw me a party lol ......

umm my aunbt d got full cusdity or me and i live with her finallya nd my father is not my father no more

im at shannons house lol

sara ~ srry about val and dont go back to that dont think of it lol i finally gave up on him for good so we both dont have to deal wiht him and we can finally keep are friendship lol .... like we were anyways ~*~ KATT ~*~

~*~ MUAH ~*~
~*~ KATT ~*~

~*~ leave sum comments ~*~

much love all

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-07-30T13:40:00

2005-07-30T17:49:13Z

Name * * * Katelynn Ann Theriault
Age * * * 16
Date of Birth * * *9.27.88 Eye color * * * hazel
Hair color * * * blonde
Favorite Animal * * * monkey
Any nick names * * *katt-katie-bug-bratt-katie bug- Katie did- Katie Ann

Regular Questions//*

Shoes u wear daily * * * etnies
Song u listen to all the time * * *end of all heartaches
Favorite bands * * * slipknot
Ur brand of clothes * * * band shirts hot topic
What is ur school name * * * comp
What kinda music u like * * * rock- r&b- hiphop
What is ur favorite cartoon * * * idk
What is your favorite drinks * * * mountain dew What is ur favorite movie * * * anything Stephen king or u got served

Yes or No

Do u like some 1 * * * yes
Do u love them * * * Yes
Do u have a job * * * yes
Do u like ur life* * * No
Do u have high Self esteems * * * no
Do u like cartoons * * * yes
Do u like movies * * *yes
Do u have lots of friends * * * Yes
Do u want to go to prom * * * no
Do u have any favorite movies... if so wut is it * * * yes i told u all ready
Do u want to go back to school * * * No
Do u like alot of ppl. * * * No
Do u have a screen name * * * Yes

Questions//*

Do u like sumone * * * Yes
What is his or hers name* * * everyone knows all ready
What kinda thing do u look for in a guy or girl * * * eyes and personality
What is the first thing u notice on a person * * * their eyes
Do u believe in love * * * yes
Do u love sumone * * * yes
What color hair does the person u like have * * * blond
What kinda eye color 2 * * * blue/green
Long hair or short hair * * * short
Taller or shorter then u * * * way taller

Friends//*

Best friend * * * Shannon/Tammy
Best to talk to * * * both
Most dependable * * * Shannon
Funniest * * * my friend are all funny
Stupidest * * * Me
Most like to go to jail * * * Steven
Most likely to succeed * * * Trisha or Eric
Most likely to die * * * Me
Most artistic * * * sami
The one who fights the most * * * me
-

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-07-30T08:33:00

2005-07-30T12:43:12Z

BASIC...
:x: name = Katelynn Ann Theriault
:x:piercings = 10
:x:tattoos = none yett
:x:height = 5'3"
:x:shoe size = 8 1/2
:x:hair color = blonde
:x:siblings = 10 brother 4 sisters

GENERAL...
:x: d.o.b. = 9.27.88
:x:Location = Mass
:x:eyes = hazel
:x:music= rock
:x:tatoos = none
:x: piercing = 10
:x: movie = u got served

DO...
:x: you have a bf or gf = nope
:x: you have a crush on someone = Yes
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yes
:x: you think about suicide = sumtimes
:x: you believe in online dating = no
:x: you want more piercings = yah
:x: you like cleaning = yes im a clean freak
:x: you like roller coasters = yes love them
:x: you write in cursive or print = print

ARE YOU...
:x: A Vegetarian= no
:x: A Good Student= yes
:x: Good At Sports= yes
:x: A Good Singer= no
:x: A good Actor/Actress= no
:x: A deep sleeper= nope
:x: A Good Dancer= no
:x: Shy= nope
:x: Outgoing= yes
:x: A good storyteller= depends

FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = against
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = both
:x: killing people = against
:x: doing drugs = for ppl are gunna do them anyways
:x: driving drunk = against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = for but i aint a lesbian

EITHER/OR...

:x: club or houseparty= houseparty
:x: tea or coffee= coffee
:x: cats or dogs= dogs
:x: single or taken= single
:x: pen or pencil= pen
:x: food or candy= food
:x: tape or cd= Cd
:x: coke or pepsi= pepsi

FAVORITE...
:x: food = chicken
:x: song = end of all heartaches
:x: thing to do = hanging with shannon
:x: thing to talk about = my day
:x: sports = football
:x: drinks = moutiandew
:x: movies = you got served
:x: band/singer = slipknot
:x: holiday = none

HAVE YOU EVER...
:x: lied to someone = yes
:x: been arrested = yes
:x: dated one of your bet friends= yes
:x: loved somebody so much it makes you cry= yes
:x: done drugs= yes
:x: broken the law= yes
:x: ran away from home= yah
:x: broken a bone= no
:x: cheated on a test= no
:x: played Truth Or Dare= yea
:x: been on a talk show/Game show= no
:x: been in a fight= yes
:x: ridden in a fire truck= yes
:x: been on a plane= no
:x: come close to dying= yes alot
:x: swam in the ocean= yes
:x: Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up= yea alot

WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = garnier futis
:x: shoes do you wear = etnies
:x: are you scared of = nothin

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
:x: kill= .... my brother andy
:x: get really wasted with= no one
:x: look like= no1
:x: be like= myself
:x: avoid= steven and other ppl

NUMBER...
:x: of time u have been in love? = 1
:x: of times u have had ur heart broken? = alot
:x: of hearts u have broken? = 1 :(
:x: of continents u have lived in? = 1
:x: of scars on ur body? = to many to count
:x: of things in ur past that u regret? = alot of things

WHERE DO YOU...
:x: eat= at home
:x: cry= my room
:x: wish you were= were im at

FAVORITE...
:x: movie = you got served
:x: cartoon = umm idont know
:x: word = dude
:x: nickname = katt or bug
:x: guy name = Gage
:x: girl name = Dakota
:x: eye color = Blue
:x: flower = lilac

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE..
:x: hot = nope
:x: friendly = when i want to be
:x: amusing = nope sumtimes
:x: ugly = sumtimes
:x: loveable = sumtimes
:x: pessimistic = maybe
:x: optimistic = yeha sumtimes
:x: caring = yes
:x: sweet = when i want to be i can
:x: dorky = no
:x: silly = most of the time

live like it is ur last day

2005-07-30T03:17:21Z

well lets see.....

im living at my aunts house now and it is with 10 other ppl yay fun fun so many ppl

well anyways.... new subject

ummmm im at shannons house baby sittin jenna tomarrow till 2:30 cuz she has to work tomarrow and she asked me to babysit so i will i guess lol ......

umm good luck sara and the new relationship lol its about time u move on me 2 i am to lol

shannon - goooooooooddddddd luckkkkkk with this one i love you and i got ur back either which way u go ...... just remeber im here for u no matterm wut have fun thou lol u need it ggggggggggooooooooooooooooddddddddd luck tat is all i have to say bf4e as u put it lol

wellll im gunna go watch a movie and think about shyte that aint never gunna happen lol but it is fun to think about it aint it ? lol

heyyy u can ask me any four ? and i will answer them as truth fully as i can i promise

~*~ MUAH ~*~
~*~ KATT ~*~

</3 comment </3 if u love me

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-07-29T21:25:00

2005-07-30T01:33:10Z

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xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-07-24T20:18:00

2005-07-25T00:18:42Z

o yeah and

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY SKYLER

srry it is late sara i have alot going on

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-07-24T20:06:00

2005-07-25T00:14:25Z

im not gunna be on much anymore becuz i dont live with marc and shirley no more and i dont have a computer were i live

this is wut happen......

2 monthes ago my stepmom kicked me out and my dad didnt know ... he didnt come lookin for me until like 2 weeks ago and i move in with marc and shirley .... they helped me she took me to get my social security and now there in my name so i get them and my dad came to find me and try to make me go back to his house and i wasn't going so marc and shirley came to the place were i was fighting with my dad and marc called the cops becuz i was crying cuz i was fighting with my father and stuff so he called the cops adn they came one of them arrested me and so katie went to the house and got sum of my stuff and no im living at my aunt darlenes house with my cuzins and there boyfriends .....

i mean i like it there but there is to many ppl and i only get along with like 3 of them so i dont like it there as much as shirleys and marc but i got a place to live and food and it is with family so i dont know

~*~ my dad signed custidty over to to my aunt so he has no parental rights over me and he cant tell me wut to do ~*~

~*~ MUAH ~*~
~*~ KATT ~*~

LEAVE SUM LOVE OR SUM COOMENTS

i got my INDUSTRIAL finally

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-07-14T23:54:00

2005-07-15T03:56:23Z

well nuttin happen today that was excitting lol its pretty boring to tell u the truth

but i went to ninty nine ~YAY~ it was good lol i didnt finish my meal thou

im going camping so i wont be on till probly sunday night

so leave a comment if im important lol

~*~ MUAH ~*~
~*~ KATT ~*~
}

{leave a comment}
{im not loved no more}

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-07-14T11:43:00

2005-07-14T15:43:37Z

i got this from my friends journal it is sad but read it \\

On tha fone]

Boy: baby we need to talk

Girl: ricardo, wat do u mean?

Boy: sumthin has come up...

Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby

Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much

Boy: baby are you there??

Girl: yea im here wut is so important??

Boy: im not sure if i should say

Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: im leaving....

Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you

Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away

Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.

Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.

Girl: i cant believe this.

[FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)]

Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad

Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go

Boy: would you run away with me?

Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!

Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..

Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on

Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.

Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park

Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.

Girl: ****tear (begins to cry)

Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go

Girl: ok (begins to walk away)

[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter her gave her]

It says.....

Erika,

U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye
- Ricardo

[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]

....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....

Friend: how are u feeling?

Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.

Friend: o, about that. Ricardo left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...

Girl: ummm ok

[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket,

It says.

Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Alwayz

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will

........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...

-Ricardo]

Girl: omg its a letter, Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later

Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!

...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.

[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Ricardo wa dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]

....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a msg. "Its Ricardo, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 ueverything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!!

[...he eventually finds out wut happend, and also kills himself...]

If you think this story is sad, then RE-POST!!!
...Sumtimes ppl lose tha one they love, make sure u tell that special sum1 that u love them. Or sumthing bad could happen

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-07-13T23:39:00

2005-07-14T03:39:34Z

well i can finally go online and im so happy lol

well just wanted to tell ppl that my new email adress is katt1215@msn.com
so if u want to send me emails send it there

~*~ MUAH ~*~
~*~ KATT ~*~

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-07-09T18:39:00

2005-07-09T22:52:42Z

well anyway the only reason i can update right now is cuz im at shannons house...... im babysittin miss jenna with katie

KIM M i cant call long distance on my house phone so i will try and call u how ever i can im gunna give u my house number but not on the computer or across email here is my other katies cell number it is 266 0555 cal tat number and ask for me and she will be there to gove it to me i live with her now becuz i got kicked out of my house so i moved in with here ... so call so we can make plans and go out and go on our day trips or the over nighters lol

much love katt

well nuttin be happening loll

luv u not

2005-06-18T15:54:55Z

well lets see

1st off KATIE got a new journal ADD HER it is twisted_luv

im at kerries house and shes not here and im bored at this point but other then tat its all good

i only updated tot ell ppl katies new journal

KIM M ~ dude u need to find a way to get a hold of me i hate to leave messege i dont knwo y ... but i have a cell the # is 219-8943 i will have min on it soon so call if u want im not saying i iwll have min on it ...... can katie come with us thou i need to know so i can tell her

this is not comin from me

2005-06-17T01:38:12Z

wut ever i say now believe me i did not write it adn who ever it is will know wo it is 2 u know who u a re

and DONT HATE me becuz im doingf wut i was TOLD 2 do

Hey, people, everything in this world happens for a reason

Some times the thouch adn the taste of another person can be eched into someones soul like a branding on a hoarse

Love what is (love) why is it sought after buy like everyone on this green earth

what would you tell the person you loved what would you say. to try to have faith in you, and believe that you are in love or always be in love with them.

throu out our lives there will many heart breaks through out lives, things to change things to an the ones that get away

this love that i tlak about etches my soul in such a way that puts a smile on my face ( like a ray of sunshine warm's your face on a summer day ) nothing in your life is the same one thing is for sure that we love the ones that etche our heasrts for ever

Some times all the sorrys in this world cannot fix all the wrong that we have said

when you find this thing, i i talk about love grab it , cherish it, respect it, never for get it, it is what keeps us all moving onward something to push for, a goal to reach. i never thought i would love again ( TILL HER)

now that she ants to walk out of my life for ever ( i look back at all the things that we did together, experianced together, conquered together and ask myself " would i go threw it again " and i say "hell yeah". why because we will go to great heights, even to stupid things for the ones we love even when they will not believe us. never for get the ones we love they wil be there for ever

THE sunshine in you smile warms my heart like rays of a sunshine that my would enslaves

you ask me if i love you and the answer will alwyas be "YES" ( i do love you )

love, i love the way you used to smile at me, i'd gaze into your eyes (engolfed in you )
some of the things i remeber are walks on the beach' drives on the car trips to salem MA, RI, the time Jenna was born seeing her in your arms, made my life complete i never thought that i would love again and then came you

bye now you all know how i feel and i hope you can find that out when i hold you both in my arms , nothing else really matters

i think about things like her touch , her feel her smell adn this is what drives me crazy.

that i might never hold the one i love the most thats whay is the hardest for me to deal with

it really dosent bother me when people tell taht im looking for someone else so your answer is yes, i do love you and only you ( WELL JENNA 2 !!!!)

yours trully
Green dragon

P.s Beans ~N~ Franks

xbrokenosoulx @ 2005-06-15T23:04:00

2005-06-16T03:08:28Z

well me and kelsey keep fighitn over stpid shit ..... i odnt know wut to do anymore i think im just gunna give up on trying ot make it work if he odnt trust me thn there is nuttin i can do about tat no can i and im not gunna keep hurtin my self to try and make him belive me or should i ? im gunna give up on relationsips and gve up on help ppl with there problem becuz all o get out of it is being hurt and u suxs but im out like fat kid in dodge ball......

KIM M dude i fuckinlove yuu and belivev me ur missin out on a lot of gossip lol i will call u soon im sry i havnt ive been nusy with a lot of stuff and u can kidnap me after skool anyday u want o sumtme in august im ging to flordia again lol and when we go the bech can my best friend kaie come iwth us cuuz u love me lol